Thursday, September 27, 2007 5:29 PM
Its raining heavily outside now. The sky is dark and gloomy, just like what I'm feeling right now. Just now just sat under the cold freezing rain thinking through something. My feelings are all mixed up now, I don't know whether I'm happy, sad, angry or jealous. I don't know what is causing me to feel like dhs now. Friends? Love? Studies? I myself isn't sure what is happening now, how then can I solve dhs mixed feeling?
The feeling I have isn't the same anymore. I dont know why I'm doing all dhs when I know the impossibles. Keeping everythng deep inside me is painful. I so want to shout out loud now...
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